Lost in the Storm of Self-Sabotage: A Reflection on Uncertainty and Contradictions

I think I really messed it all up this time
I always do this and I never know why
I am the hurricane and never the eye
feel like I’m tripping but I didn’t get hi
so many aphorisms that it’s obscene
we have to generalize to know what they mean
I’ve heard the stories of the “stuck-in -between”
but I never thought that it would happen to me