Loved You Like a Liar: A Haunting Reflection on Loss and Regret

now all the plants are dead
and your seed grows in my head
and your vines
wrap my spine
I can’t move without feeling you inside
I wish Jesus was a liar
when he said you live forever
I wanna tell you I’m a fighter
but I’m not I’m just a liar
I should have loved you like a fire
why did I love you like a liar
why did I love you like a liar