We are almost done with day 38. Like, I’m just so excited. Um, we had, uh, barbecue ribs for. For dinner in the slow cooker, mashed potatoes and, um, peas and, uh, homemade rolls. Uh, and then I made brownies for dessert. Um, that’s pretty much it, you know? Um, what I’m struggling with today, and I feel like I will continue struggling with this for the rest of my life, is becoming not necessarily a better person, but a nicer person. Um, I really thought that that would happen with getting off of the mat and being completely absent, but, um, I don’t see that happening. I don’t. Um. I want to. I want to become a nicer person. Um, I just don’t know how. I really don’t. Um. Like, I went my whole life acting a certain way. Not necessarily acting a fool, but acting, like, really stern and stubborn and persistent and just a complete cunt. Um, and I feel like if I want something to be done, I have to act that way in order for shit to get done, even till this day. Um, and I just don’t know how to let go of that, you know? But that’s something that I’m really, really struggling with, and I really want to let go. Um, but I just don’t know how to let go, you know, let that go. So anyway, there’s that. Um. But, yeah, other than that, I’m really looking forward to day 39. Um, and that’s pretty much it. We’re gonna go to the movies probably Wednesday after all the kiddos get home from school. We’re gonna go see Deadpool 3. And, yeah, I can’t wait till Beetlejuice. Beetlejuice 2 comes out, like. Anyways, um. I love you. Bye.