wake up with bloodshot eyes I’m smarter than I look at times getting dressed Mayhem on the news brown liquid in a Hydro flask Says it’s coffee but I didn’t ask stashing $20’s deep inside her shoes I’m at blame I let her go she did any damn thing not to feel alive always on the border of the other side I’ve waited here patiently like a dog tied to a tree she cut me loose but I’m too scared to leave if she loved herself half as much as she loved me today she’d be 33