I don’t know if you guys have noticed or not that I have not posted my face in basically over a year um I’ve been going through a lot obviously with the uh the loss of the baby and all of that I hit um some deep deep dark depression and I am slowly recovering and getting better and going to make a promise to myself to try to put myself back out there even though scary creating content and negativity and all that I uh yeah I wanna keep trying so it’s so nice to see you guys again and uh read your comments thank you for all the support and sticking around is going on like 5 years which is wild here are the dogs doing good