one time my ex’s dad asked me why I was reading a book and I gave him I guess like a really personal answer and his response to me was like whoa you are just way too deep for me Madi and for some reason ha ha that was the moment where everything in my life just made sense I just I don’t know why I just had never thought about it like that like maybe the reason that I’ve had such a hard time making friends and fitting in with people and like keeping relationships is because I’m just too fucking deep for you I’m not too much you just need to go find less and I need to go find more I don’t know like it literally was like a that’s so Raven moment he said it and I was like but it was like seeing all the moments in my past where I was just too deep for people that’s it it wasn’t it wasn’t that deep it wasn’t anything wrong with me I am just simply a very deep thinker and there are a lot of people who are simply not