thanks Janet I’m feeling all of that for sure somewhere in my 40s I gave up this worship needs to be the best art in the world and I need to feel it in my bones every word and it’s just okay that I don’t and it’s okay if people in congregation don’t that it’s kind of a serves of uh function of utility sing songs and syn hymns and spiritual songs make melody unto the Lord um there’s a purpose behind it that’s way different than art and feeling it as an artist but I can just lead it confidently as like a practitioner as somebody there help serve the song serve the Lord in the space and that I don’t have to feel it deep in my bones and the people don’t even have to feel it deep in their bones 52 weeks a year we come together to do this I think it’s just a different thing so thanks for posting