Discovering Authenticity: Embracing Vulnerability and Growth Through Self-Reflection

Song. Hola. The world sees me as this tough, hard gangster, but really, I’m just chakalate. What I Learned the most about myself with this experience is, um, I can’t be afraid to try something new. For me, to be vulnerable is totally different. Tequila Papi is on his way. Let’s go. Hola, amigos. Whenever I think of quinceanera in my head, I see what Ali looks like right now. Some people may know me just as being too nice or too sweet. I want to show people I’m deep and I’m opinionated. I really feel like I’ve found my confidence. I found my voice. That’s the energy that I have in the new era. Definitely, this surreal life is part of that new era. Tyler is giving me minions. He’s serving minions. I think that the world sees me as kind of this goofy actor, but I’m trying to change that. I want everyone to view me as somebody who’s constantly willing to learn and better themselves and doesn’t take themselves too seriously. People perceive me as wild, reckless, but the truth is, I’m way worse. However, I wear my heart on my sleeve. I’m a really sensitive guy, and I love god. Throughout this entire experience, I don’t consider anymore, um, who thinks of me this way or who thinks of me that way. That, to me, is, um, a milestone of growth in my own personal life. So thank you all for being here. Kim is so Strong. That’s one of the things that I’ve told her. And so clear headed and so like just forward. And she’s fabulous. So we love you, Kim. I’m perceived as a materialistic, judgmental, when in all actuality, I’m a mom of six and there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for my kids. Josie is such a beautiful girl. I just saw an innocence and a sweetness in her baby coming in with that hard red lipstick with that blonde hair. That dress was like this. Uh, I. When I seen the devil ears I was like little toxi guy. I think the world perceives me as a bit of a villain and a wild child. I feel like people have these like preconceived ideas about who I am based off of my family. Oh, she’s definitely this and you categorize her, but I wanna show that I’m, you know, I’m not that I actually am a very sweet, loving and pathetic girl who I think is just misunderstood. Eh, Bunyi. Okey. Johnny’s entrance is just very cinematic and beautiful. Like there should be doves flying out of the back of the balloons. And I think often times the world takes me at face value. I hope from this experience I get to show everyone that it takes balance to have the quiet and the loud, the sparkly and the dull. Those knee jerk reactions that people get of me. Vapid, judgmental, bitchy, fashionista, ice skater person. But deep down in my Heart, I know I am a loving, caring, supportive person. Hey, I’m sure what people think of me, and I’ve Learned not to worry about it too much. I love that she came to this with being like, who cares what people think? I was like, that should have been mine. But also, I’ve Learned that she’s so sweet and she seems so calm. And I see Macy differently now, for sure. But I will say to the people that I’m living with, I’m happy that we did this together.