hi I missed you I’m proud of you i’m happy you’re here how has your day been how was your weekend? anything good happen in it anything you’re proud of anything you’re grateful for anything that made you smile or feel happy or make you feel at peace anything at all? my good is I’ve just been recovering just taking some time I hope you know that I missed you the entire time and I just needed some space honestly I was getting a little bit overwhelmed and I was recognizing it just didn’t have it in me so I’m here though I didn’t forget about you wanted to remind you that you matter pick people who pick you show up for people who show up for you go and do things that make you feel at peace and feel safe and calm you deserve love and happiness and kindness in this life don’t let anybody treat you that in any way that makes you think that you don’t or makes you hesitate or makes you wonder question if you’re worthy of it because you are I’ll remind you like usual and I will read at the end just look at what I found let’s see what the universe wants to tell us tonight but before I do i hope you have really sweet dreams I hope they’re calm and peaceful I hope that you fall asleep and it lets you just rest have reprive lets you relax and get a break from everything that’s going on I hope that you stay your life has meaning and value you matter you never know who you impact you never know who you reach you never know what kindness can mean to somebody else I have a friend who has been really vulnerable lately and I’m so so impressed by him and so proud of him and that vulnerability is a strength even though sometimes it doesn’t feel like it don’t forget that there’s kindness out there you never know who you can impact through your own strength I hope that you stay I’ll see you soon okay sweet dreams hi you ready “the stars have died and left their light to you remember this when you feel weak and worthless and blue.” blue is the perfect color for what I’ve been feeling lately I think it’s just a season I’m proud of you if you’re feeling a little blue that’s okay everything happens for a reason and my favorite color is pale yellow right now so maybe I’ll turn into pale yellow good night