Well, hello. This post is going to be me sharing my thoughts on something that I have experienced, something new, a new experience that I have encountered during this awakening and trying to navigate through it is extremely hard.
And to my TikTok family, you know, or we should be, you know, metaphorical goddess. Somebody wanted y’all. If y’all can now even, what is her name? En O is. I think that’s how you spell it. I’m not sure. You know who you are. You know you’re my booboo.
So energy has entered my life about three weeks ago. And off the break, I didn’t think nothing of it. I met the individual, kept a pushing, then I just noticed the individual noticing me. The connection, it’s so strong. I’m definitely convinced we know each other from a past life.
Because when I tell you, I feel like I love this person, and that’s even crazy to even say I feel like I love this person. So it’s like the is this? What part of the awakening is this? No one was gonna tell me. No one told me that we’re gonna run into past life lovers and we’re gonna understand their energy signature and we’re gonna connect to it and all the feelings from whatever life we were together in is gonna come flooding back.
Do you hear what the I just said? Like I’m missing somebody that is not mine but is mine, but isn’t mine. Like it’s stupid, right? The circumstances it says no, but my heart in my body is yes all day long. Yes. Twice on Sunday. Yes. I can’t explain it.
It’s a gravitational pool towards each other. And what’s crazy is this person knows what I’m thinking before I say it. They know when my energy shifts. They know what I need before I even realize I need it. For instance, my throat goes in and out sometimes because I’m yelling in class and teaching self defense. So I’m screaming at top of my lungs and stuff.
And I ended up crossing paths with this person and they said, here you go. And I’m like, why are you giving me this? It was some tea for you through. That’s why you gave me this. As soon as I say, why are you giving me this, this is the first person I talk to that physical day other than Larry.
And so when I say, why are you giving me this, I heard my raspy voice and I was like, and I remember looking at this person like, how did you know I was gonna need some tea? I said, I just knew. But again, the circumstances, it says no. So I talk to my brother about it, my homeboy about it. And I say, bro, how is it that I met someone almost three weeks ago and I feel like I love them?
Like everything and my fiber might be. It feels like home. It feels like I just wanna curl up in that person’s energy. It feels, it smells like fresh baked bread like that.
That’s how you fork it is to be around each other and be giddy with each other. It’s crazy. So as I’m speaking to my brother today, he goes, yep, he’s been awakened way longer than me. And he goes, yep, I know exactly what you’re talking about. He said, I know exactly the energy signature you’re talking about.
I say, you do? He goes, yeah. Mines is married with two kids. And we had to have discipline and understand that we cannot be around on each other. He goes, that union well, destroy a lot in both your worlds. Can’t invite in this lifetime. Oh, sorry. Well, that’s just stupid.
Like why dangle a whole stake in front of a pit bull to tell, to only tell them no? Are you just so, just gotta look at it and smell it. You can’t touch it. You can’t eat it, even though the people are hungry, women starving and no, you just gotta look at steak. Like what? I’m telling you, this constantly evolving and the spirituality, you, new levels, new devils, you never know what you’re gonna do.
And I’ve never dealt with this type of energy before. I’ve never felt like that about someone. Like I’d, I’d, I don’t know how to explain it. And the energy is reciprocated to sit and have intellectual conversations, like really get in deep, like in depth with it is a breath refresh air.
But at the same time, again, circumstances say something totally otherwise. And it’s frustrating because it’s like, , why? I’d rather not have met the person if that makes sense. Like you can’t miss something that you don’t know what’s there, if that makes sense. And I know it is some type of lesson of skill I’m supposed to pick up from this.
I don’t know. is the is mine. Boggling it, it is. I was fighting with it a lot today. I was excepting the fact that this cannot be. You have to continue. You have to move past. This cannot be.
And that end, when I finally came to the realization like, this cannot be, after talking to my brother, I was like, my heart was crushed. I was like, the is this? Like, why even show me this person or bring them in my life? Like, what’s, what is the point? What and I know some type of lesson or skill I’m supposed to get from it.
And Ted, I’m still dead like God, pale, I Kai, I don’t know. I yeah, I bet Mr tough win is this one’s a doozy. So if anybody else has experience this. Oh, sidebar. I have noticed the more in tune that we’re becoming, the more enlightened we’re becoming, the more authentically we’re of ourselves. Our energy is very intoxicating, and people fall for us fast.
I got a lot of women coming at me now, like e, e, min, younger men. But men, they’re like, how you doing? I’m like, hey, young and gone. Now you got to mess, make my premium go up on my car insurance. Get away from me. Like not go.
I can’t get, there’s nothing that can help you over here. Yeah, our energy is very intoxicating now is it’s a learning and people get caught up in it, too. I, I’ve, I’ve seen, I’ve noticed this and I’ve seen it.
And all you gotta do is just exist and heal. People love that . But yeah, yeah. If anybody else has gone through this or know what I’m talking about, can somebody say something in the comments? Cuz I’m lost.