Get ready with me in Manchester to go live with BOLT BEAUTY! We’ve just ordered Brackey, I’ve got an iced coffee, cheese toastie and this is meant to be a smoothie bowl and this is a smoothie cup. It’s a smoothie cup. Also I’ve drank the apple juice like that worth £5. This is a caramel iced coffee and it is stunning. We’ve had Brackey and going in with my foundation now I’m using NARS, a reflecting foundation and I’ve got a mix of Muria and Stromboli because I’m like in between tanning, you know what I mean? Then for concealer clearly I love NARS because Radiant Creamy Concealer in Custard, this is my go-to. Like I’m in love with this concealer. I’ve just done my contour, I’m going to use Rimmel Kind and Free Blush in Caramel Desk. I love this, it literally gives like sun kissed. Look how cute that is. The reason I’m slanting over is because we’re sharing my truth doing her hair. I’m locked out my room. For powder I’m going to use my Huda Beauty in Cupcake. I literally love this powder. My favourite powder. Oh I’m nicking some of that for my makeup bitch. Oh my god it’s so good, you’ll love it. Right for bronzer I’m using my favourite bronzer in the world. Yesterday I actually found out that this has been discontinued. I’m heartbroken. This is the Grays Bronzer in Pop in Portugal and it is stunning. Blush I’m using Tregwell. Oh the pimps in the crib ma, trapping like it’s hot. How cute is this colour? I’m feeling so angsty about this life. I’m gonna literally have to do my rescue ram because I’m so angsty. I don’t know what it is, lives just scare me and I just got this feeling that I’m gonna get loads of trolls on the life just because I’ve been getting so many of my comments lately and they’re gonna be like you eat so much and I’m literally just gonna be there trying to sell a lipstick. How embarrassing is that gonna be? Lip liner I’m using Rimmel in about catch another flight. Nude. 760 nude. So we’re gonna make him look bigger. I wish I got my lips done for this life. You know before guys I used to have like paper thin lips so I feel like I’ve got really bad lip blindness. I’m using Solbeauty lipstick in FOMO. This has literally been my favourite lipstick for ages. I think this is like the third one I’ve gone through. I just had a major sneeze and bit. I’m just gonna put some in the middle. I’m just gonna blend with my finger. Stunning. I love. In that given Y2K I actually feel sick with anxiety. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. I woke up at like half six this morning. It’s now nine o’clock. I’ve literally got an hour before I need to leave. But I’ve been awake since six and I actually threw up this morning because I was that anxious. But I’m okay. It’s literally gonna be fine. Now I need to do things like this to like push myself out of my comfort zone. It’s just hard like the thought of it. But I know when it’s done I would have had the best time ever and like it would have been fine. And anxiety is so weird. I was saying this to True earlier. Like it’s so weird. It’s all in your head like and it affects you physically. Like I was actually sick with anxiety. I’ve actually just realised I forgot my freckle tin. And I’m livid. I never ever go anywhere without my freckle tin. Oh my god what am I gonna do? I’ve got this NYX eyebrow thing but it’s really dark. Do I risk it or do I just not have any freckles? Oh. I think we’re safe. For satin spray I’m gonna use my Trouble. Trigrel Hollow Howl. This is so good. Guys we’ve literally got to leave in like 20 minutes. Anxiety’s taking over my body really bad. I’ve gone for pink shorts, pink bodysuit because we’re wearing the pink doll beauty t-shirt when we get there. How mad is it like brushing out your curls? Like how different it makes your hair look? Like that is not them brushed out and that’s them brushed out. It literally looks like different hair. Guys I’m ready. Wish me luck and hopefully I see some of you there on the live. By the time I post this I would have done the live. So I’m sure you’ve smashed it when future me watches this. Love you all.